2008年9月27日

只要我们认真它就是真的

梁文道在《犬儒时代的信任》一文中讲:
我依然以为当一个产品标榜安全,它就应该是安全的;我依然以为当一个自称公仆,我们就要以对待公仆的方式要求他;我依然相信语言与事物的神奇对应,相信承诺必将履行,理念必得实现。这不是幼稚,而是公民存在的基本条件;不只是「我相信」,更是「我要相信」。

李敖清华演讲时说过:
《中华人民共和国宪法》里面所列举的,一条一条列举的,是全世界最完整的出版,言论自由,罢工自由,什么都有,每一条都列举出来了,我不以为他是假的,只要我们认真他就是真的。

我也一直持此信念,身体力行。

J.K. Rowling在哈佛毕业典礼上讲过:
What is more, those who choose not to empathise may enable real monsters. For without ever committing an act of outright evil ourselves, we collude with it, through our own apathy.

2008年9月25日

To Live Is Better Than to Die

看过高耀洁的许多文章,找来陈为军的艾滋病纪录片《好死不如赖活》,看到其中一段马深义讲到“我不干对不起党和政府的事。得了身上这个病,还是要往大局上看。不要以为你得了这个病(做坏事),(政府)没有办法。你做了事,照样有办法治你!” 时,内心无法平静,却又不忍再说什么。

2008年9月16日

Grow Old With Me

无意中看到Robert Browning的诗句“Grow Old With Me”,很自然想到了Lennon的同名歌曲,我原以为只是巧合而已,随手查了查,原来Lennon这首歌曲的灵感竟来源于此 !

1980年的夏天,Yoko清晨起床,借Elizabeth Barrett Browning诗的灵感创作了Let Me Count The Ways,迫不及待的通过电话演奏给Lennon,Lennon非常喜欢这首歌曲,于是Yoko让Lennon也创作一曲,与之呼应。下午的时候,Lennon看电视时恰巧提及Robert Browning的诗Rabbi Ben Ezra,于是灵感迸发,写下了Grow Old With Me,急忙电话给Yoko听。现实中,Robert Browning和Elizabeth Barrett Browning是夫妻,Lennon和Yoko也是夫妻,两对夫妻,隔着一个世纪的时光。

Yoko的描述远比我生动:

"One early morning in the summer of 1980, I woke up with 'Let Me Count The Ways' ringing in my head. I called John who was then in Bermuda and played it over the phone. 'How d'you like it?' 'I really like it. It's beautiful.' 'How about you writing one with a Robert Browning line and we'll have portraits of us as Elizabeth and Robert on the cover?'

John called me that afternoon 'Hey, you won't believe this!' He explained that he was watching the TV, a fifties film of a baseball player. In the film, John saw the girlfriend send a poem to her baseball player, a poem which was one by Robert Browning called 'Grow Old Beside Me.' 'Can you believe that?..so anyway, this is my version.' John proudly played his song over the phone. That's how our two songs happened."

Yoko还提到"standard, the kind that they would play in church every time a couple gets married",每次参加朋友婚礼时,我心里也都会响起这首歌,那种情感深度和朴素自然,远胜过当下流行的陈词滥调。

Grow Old With Me和Let Me Count The Ways本打算收录于1980年专辑Double Fantasy中,但由于时间紧迫,Lennon和Yoko决定推后收录到下张专辑Milk and Honey中。生命中最不幸的事情发生了,1980年12月Lennon突然离开了人世。1984年专辑Milk and Honey发行,据Lennon离开已经四载。

Double Fantasy和Milk and Honey是Lennon后期作品中我最喜欢的两个专辑,音乐和唱片封面都是如此动人。取下书架上封尘已久的Double Fantasy和Milk and Honey,又一次倾听Lennon和Yoko的故事。

2008年9月8日

大学之道

今天,我看到美国TIME杂志一篇文章(中文英文),讲到大学生的就业问题。
一个人力资源工作者说:“中国教育的基础价值观就是进入大学,毕业后找到份好的工作。”
(Education is such a bedrock value that "kids who really shouldn't even be in college go anyway, and then expect a good-paying job when they graduate," says the human-resources executive. )

在中国现代观念中,比受教育更受人重视的就是:赚钱!并且受教育程度直接影响挣钱多少。
(in a culture in which the only thing revered more than education is making money, the former is supposed to lead directly to the latter.)
就业问题,虽原因是多方面的,但基础教育、高等教育都难逃其咎。我们的大学,功利性太强,价值观单一,在这种模式,学生和老师大都没法做真正学问,有独立人格,影响着老师,特别是学生思想的成长。更可悲的是政治枷锁、愚民教育。

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2008年9月1日

Birthday

今晚我重新温习了Beatles《White Album》里的Birthday,这首短小的作品,听上去十分欢快,据说是Beatles回归传统摇滚的代表作,传统并未回归,因为专辑发行不久,他们便解散了,一个时代也随之结束。

Birthday (Lennon/McCartney)

You say it's your birthday
It's my birthday too--yeah
They say it's your birthday
We're gonna have a good time
I'm glad it's your birthday
Happy birthday to you.

Yes we're going to a party party
Yes we're going to a party party
Yes we're going to a party party.

I would like you to dance--Birthday
Take a cha-cha-cha-chance-Birthday
I would like you to dance--Birthday
Dance

You say it's your birthday
Well it's my birthday too--yeah
You say it's your birthday
We're gonna have a good time
I'm glad it's your birthday
Happy birthday to you.
据说这首歌曲的背景乐是Ono Yoko首次在Beatles唱片中发声,同时参与的还有Pattie Boyd——Harrison的第一任妻子,之后离婚,又嫁给了Eric Clapton,Eric Clapton著名的歌曲Layla便是为她所写的。年轻的Eric Clapton当年同时爱上了好友Harrison的妻子Pattie Boyd和其妹妹Paula,当Paula听到这首Layla后,知道在Eric Clapton心中,自己只是姐姐的一个替代者,于是黯然离去。

突然想起这些歌曲,
想起现今都是老爷爷级别人物当年的少年心事、风花雪月,
想起自己独自听这些歌曲的年代。